LEE MEICHAN
221289; ;*
student; ;*
Radin Mas, Clementi Town, Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ;*
singapore; ;*
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I feel like slapping her.
I feel like giving her a tight slap.
Just Off that God-Damn Television!
She's studying for her test tomorrow,
Here I am doing my projects.
Blasting away her television sound with my music.
I'm already mentally and Physically so Tired.
I don't need all these competition of small things like these.
Enough is enough.
I don't even want to be emotionally tired.
Mentally and physically tired is more than I could bear already.
Stop those remarks of yours.
You just enjoy twisting your words around,
I'm sick and tired of doing things that satisfied you,
JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE MY SISTER.?!
Then should it be the way that you understand me?
giving me more than the support, that I neeD?
Instead, you just went on making comments like,
Cannot make it la,
You're being a nusiance, making yourself like a clown.
I don't know what to say to you anymore.
I given hope on you.
Then you say something like,
wahh, like that I think he treat you not bad le,
maybe he's true.
etccccc...
It used to be so influential to me,
BECAUSE IT'S FROM YOU!
Furthermore, it really set me thinking,
thinking,
thinking,
thinking over and again,
thinking seriously.
Then it begin me doubting him.
Questioning him etccc....
I really hate it,
I should trust myself,
afterall, we are in this together.
I know It's partially my fault too,
Being soft to listen.
But comments like those repeatedly really drive me crazy, mad and nuts.
All these comments, I'm through.
Totally, Can i just die and let it over.
I really hate myself doubting so much.
Rather, I think I'm being used.
To be a Bridge in between.
Support and encouragement is all I need now.
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11:19 PM
