I teared myself down once again,
I tried my very best to keep my eyes shut,
To keep my tears away.
But when I open my eyes again,
I felt tears rolling down my cheeks.
How much I wanted a hug from you before I left,
But I know ,
It's allmy wishingful thought.
Back then,
you: Wait till you're older, I bring you all in ok?
Me: Ok!It's just a few years times.
Now,
I'd just realised the place you used to bring us,
is Indochine.
And, It's my turn to say.\
I just ask why,
again and again,
without fail.
If I have a choice to turn time back,
I'll turn back tofive,three years ago.
Just three years, I promise I don't ask for more.
I'll turn up.
Turn up to be there.
To be just a guest.
A nobody.
Because I know, I've turned up.
I know There's nothing to change anymore.
So, I'll make you turn up.
Make All of you show up, right in front of ME!!
(something I sincerely, pray for)
You, a person I used to cling on.
You, a person I used to depend on.
You, a person who brings me everywhere I want.
I started losing my faith,
To you that I believe.
But I still continue to try and stay put.