LEE MEICHAN
221289; ;*
student; ;*
Radin Mas, Clementi Town, Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ;*
singapore; ;*
hotmail • friendster •
went church.
after church,
went marche.
to study.
but,it wasn't conducive at all.
and productive at all.
i hate talking to you.
i get mad at myself the way we talked.
you manage to outtalk me,
does not prove that you always are right.
and i'm always wrong.
can you be considerate.?
so what you are elder.
you are just a spoilt bred.
10:25 AM
fri.-
wake up late.
decided not to wear that outfit anymore.
however,pradheep FORCED me.
left at 7.05.
fortunately,i'm in the nick of the time.
it was a SURPRISE when i reached school.
had lesson as usual.
had performance.
went for
it was such a waste of time.
went home.
get changed up
and went to habour to study.
went coffee club.
i atesoO unelegantly.
had my muddy mud pie.
FINALLY.~!
studied till 9 plus.
headed to bugis for a walk.
had steam boat.
the UNCLE there was like soO ...
took cab to sen rachel home.
and mac.
for intensive studies.
studied till 6 plus am.
headed home to sleep.
sat.-
sleep till 2 plus.
went study again.
i'm like a zombie for the day.
had a pokemon game in class.
with the ash professor.
i'm DRATINI.(:
STOP IT.):
STOP CALLING ME.
rarr.
i told you once is enough.
alright
left me alone.
curdling aside.(:
12:55 PM
i'm watching a show about SARS.
it just reminded me that fear we are facing.
the upset.
&
the past that had happened.
wed.-
had PE.
thanks for the ball on my forehead,
johnston.
went k-ster yesterday.
it was fun.
there was as many as 9 people.
wee long.
brockwell.
soon huat.
frederick.
meiying.
yena.
min hui.
it was quite fun.
the honey betting stuffs.
went home at 11 plus.
finished my homework and
off to sleep.
thurs.-
went school as usual.
had
as usual.
it sucks.
i just don't get that.
my english just didn't get any better.
met yi rong at habourfront to study.
studied till 7 plus.
and headed home.
on the way,
it was hilarious.
11:44 AM
i had a
all thanks to my skin allergy.
after 5 years,
it still acted up again.):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
yena.
jared.
jasper.(:
7:17 AM
edited.//*
mon.-
see doctor.
was suffering from severe gastric.
met yena,min hui and soon huat at height.
went drinking at viod deck.
i didn't get drunk at all.
we spent like 5 hours there talking.
jared asked me to meet him.
just to
tsktsk..
it seems to be seducing me to sit on it.
soon went home.
tues.-
met cindy at habourfront at 11am.
entered sentosa.
went to siloso bench to tan.
soon yi rong came.
then we tanned.
then here came,
firdaus.
agus.
dixie.
fuad.
ramzi.
james.
vicente.
kenneth.
tanned a while went find them.
they were playing soccer
with some
went back tanning.
went bath.
then bid farewell to them.
sat with them and had a talk a while.
then went off.
went town and great world.
while waiting for cindy.
cindy&i.
it's fun.(:
d;
1:14 PM
sun.-
went church as usual.
met francis and yimin.
saw a top at ZARA.
i love it like nuts.
however no more size.
went marriot hotel for buffet.
ate for 2 hours.
after that went
far east.
wisma.
taka.
cine.
went down to bugis to change my jumper.
went suntec for marchie.
AGAIN.
i bought nothing but kept eating for the day.
and spent my asset of the day on it.
$50 plus.
went home soon.
I'M SUFFERING FROM INDIGESTION.
pic timeS.
rachel&i.
yi rong &i.
buffet.
marchie.
mon.-
I'M SUFFERING FROM SEVERE INDIGESTION.):
1:41 AM
bought my bikini.
it's like FINALLY.
found something
nice.
right cutting.
bought a watch same as yena.
went eat with min hui and ivan.
well,he is friendly.
soon bella and brock came.
went shopping.
SURPRISINGLY,i didn't shop.
then sat outside BREKO.
took
then went to icon chill-out bar.
we sat there and talk.
for like 2 hours.
i have different perspective about brock.
i think i need such type of mindset of a boyffriend.
we are busyy.yea.!
i think i have no right to deserve love.
no rights to ask for a sweet love.
i have lost the right of loving someone.
and the right of someone loving me.
i just simply think i'm no better than a ___.
3:46 PM
out of a sudden,
i seems to have lost my direction of life.
TERM 3 EXAMINATIONS has just ended.
however,i did not use any effort at all.
i just want cope myself from outside.
i'm bottling everything into my stomach.):
saturday morning is just pathetic.
nothing to eat.
4:10 AM
thurs.-
went suntec and marina.
it was so last minute.
had marche for dinner.
i realised food there are
i only love the vegetable and salmon.
i'm in a pool of vegetable.(:
saw jolin.
hmm...
so many security can't see.
ended my day like that.d;
fri.-
went for work after school.
as early as 9am.
went home did household chores.
finished.
went great world meet meiying and rachel.
soon cindy came.
went town.
eat at wisma.
the food was so-so only.
went cine.
see bikini.
here come yi rong.
well,nothing nice.
headed to city hall.
get my SURPRISE*.
went new urban male.
bought a red hanvaniese slipper.
HOT RED.
guy there was soO lame.
with his look and things he speaks.
they don't tally.
walked to bugis.
sit around adidas area.
picture time.
then went to tcc for dinner.
it's so elegant.
went to buy a bag from some pushcart.
we bargained like siaox.
then went over to village.
bargain again.
well,we took so long can?!
that handsome guy is HARD-hEARTED.
accompany cindy get her bikini.
then walk around.
on the way to bus stop saw mr murali with his wife.
he gave me a bright smiley.
i was shocked to see that.
yet happy.(:
yirong and cindy are saying
i'm becomin like a banana.
i'm tired after the amount we had walked today.
snap-shots.
way to greatworld.
seductivity.
compared both.
nine louis vultton luggage bag outside meritus mandarine.
(:
do we looked like are at a ball?
the lights are awesome.
things i bought today.
that happened 3 years ago.
when i had the story continued with a comma.
and had more fun.
ijustmissedthem.):
BEST MEMORIES I HAD.(:
you again.
you make me feel useless again.
you make me feel i'm worhtless again.
why do you just hear the front part of my words
and make decision?
why you love to misterprete my words.?
i wasn't suppose to meant in that way.
however,you came out with that.
please,give me more trust to you,my friend.
4:46 PM
wed.-
went out.
bought joling's present
and some tops.
hanvianese sandal.
tops.
this is soO cool.
i like this very much.
thurs.-
left home last.
came home first.
i'm exhausted.
just sewn my mouth inside tightly.
4:19 AM
I HAVE TOTAL MIXED FEELINGS.
I HATE THEM FOR MESSAGING ME.
HATE THEM ASKING QUESTIONS
THAT I DON'T WISH TO SAY.
THEY JUST MAKE ME FRET OVER QUESTIONS
THAT I'M HIDING FROM.
THEY JUST MAKE ME MAD AT MYSELF.
MAKE ME FEELING LOST ABOUT WHAT TO DO.
I KNOW THIS IS MY LIFE TO LEAD MYSELF.
HOWEVER, I GET BOTHERED EASILY BY OTHERS' WORD.
but i'm thankful to my family members.
because it's only T-H-E-M
who are able to make me happy.
11:57 AM
NEVER CONSUME MEDICATION BEFORE EATING ANYTHING.
watching er zhuo ju zhi wen 4.
-17.
eat medicine before eating anything.
i end up stucking in the toilet twice and start puking.
luckily i manage to sleep it off and endure to listening comprehension.
during the interval,
we had listening comprehension in the canteen.
sounds COOL?
but well,it sucks.
totally can't hear nothing.
had some fun in the classroom
while waiting for teacher from other school.
the room was comprising of students from 5a2,5b2 and 5c2.
had 30 mintues of classic music before exam.
everyone was pratically sleep.
then finished the exam.
that's how i ended my day.(:
-18.
had afternoon paper.
after finishing up the paper.
i was practically day-dreaming.
despite thinking of how to do question
which i don't know how do.
took my cactus from ms wu.
that's so sweet of you.(:
headed home first.
met yirong to study.
however,we end up reading magzines costing $14 altogether.
i'm waiting for my havianese sandals home.(:
10:43 AM
went church as usual.
went had lunch.
meet cindy to bugis for a walk.
bought my formal jumper.
it's soO kawaii.
shop around.
she bought her watch.
bought a mini skirt to sentosa.
things that i bought recently.
bikini shorts.
bag&belt.
top.
the dress i bought.
heels that i bought.
long dress i bought.
formal jumper.
bikini skirt.(:
9:50 AM
PSC challenge dances are so COOL can?!
i believe rachel wanna to learn this too~~!!
it was quite a boredom today.
went cycling.
you don`t deserve my RESPECT anymore.
the moment you shoo me out~~!!
well,you just make me HATE you MORE AND MORE.
in my eyes,you are NOTHING.
TOTAL NOTHING.
good-bye,my love.
you make me feel soO small in front of you.
you make me feel soO useless.
you make me feel soO tiny and worthless.
11:36 AM
having total mixed feeling.
i hate that spendthrift me.
i hate the me who spend money like no one business.
meichan just S*CKS FOR THIS VERY MOMENT.
2:02 PM
edited.//
this morning was a disaster.):
headed home.
did everything before meeting cindy and bianca.
went thomson for lunch.
yummy~~!!
just that the sambal chicken
went for icekimo.
went town.
start shopping.
shopping with C&B.
it's fun.
we were laughing off our heads about some kissing stuffs.
bought my bags and belt.
tops & bikini shorts.
then here come elaine.
so long never meet my lollipops.
then we went off.
bought another heels.
dress.headed to wisma.
bought a pair of heels at charles&keith.
then went PLAZA SINGAPURA.
bought a long skirt.
hahaS.{help SINGAPORE to sweep the floor.}
then walk around and went home.
spent
pictures time.
me.
my lollipops.*
yummy~~!!
it's so sinful.
12:43 PM
happy birthday,joling,(:
my keyboard is soO cool right now.
having no table underneath.(:
spent like
using 5 hours to finish paper 1 only.
didn't get my sleep till 3 am.
so i replenish my sleep with 10 hours this morning.
met yi rong to teach me a maths.
saw yong jie and hailiang.
omg.
they are just as joker as what they used to be.
going for SHOPPING SPREE tomorrow.
buying like everything i want.(:
i got extra $150 for shopping spree from mum.
11:10 AM
mon.-
mind SL*W.
tues.-
went to watch she's the man.
it's so funny.
the cinema was filled with my laughter.
i guess i was the loudest.
wed.-
have
M*ND BLOCK.
i'm soO darned stressed.
just can't get everything right.
mind is functioning soO slowly.):
7:35 AM
being pranked last night.
it's like 1.30 am.
by some annoymous guy.
mentioning about some basketball talk.
basketball
mentioning about jing zhe,joseph and dixie.
blurr?!
sundays' breakfast is always so awesome.
rice,soup,fish,chicken wing.
tasty.~~!!
went church as usual.
yawn.*
back to sleep.
people tends to think aboout their past and future.
but never will they think about their present.
why?~!
4:58 AM
wake up at 9 plus.
went back to sleep till 12.
soO tired.~~!!
went to mum store,
have lunch.
went for lesson.
headed to nana* house.
we were feeling so bored.
yawn.*
headed to
went coffee club had cakes.
yummy~~!!
i'm gonna try the muddy mud pie someday soon.
went tiong.
on the way, we did
dumb and twimp poses.
saw jonathan.
he was dozing off in bus.
went for like half hour,
we headed to crescent.
as usual.
headed home to take bucksbucks.
went for dinner.
safra.
played pool~~!!
there is a cute guy there.
we were like crapping and
playing a fool most of the time there.
funfun.
then send her off.
we were like so high through the day.
foods we eat.
mirror is the best invention.(:
comparison.
that seductive.;p
she is so greedy~~!!;p
pleasse follow the signs.
two of the same kind.
kiddoS.
my profile.
we are awesome today.
thanks for the fun.nana*
3:07 PM
