LEE MEICHAN
221289; ;*
student; ;*
Radin Mas, Clementi Town, Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ;*
singapore; ;*
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finally had dance performance,
language art assignment 3
and
global issue presentation DONE!!!
IT"S ALL OVER!!!
screwed it global presentation
and my "work".
in a blink of eye,
in a blink of eye,
i'm like starting work tomorrow.
the person called me.
SCREWED IT MAN!!!
we agreed on something else yet again NOW!!!
SCREWED IT MAN!!!
we agreed on something else yet again NOW!!!
we'll see how.
it's last day of my first year attachment tomorrow.
))))))))): did something for each and every one of them.
it's the present;
and soon it'll be the past.
2:50 PM
You doing that thing you do, breaking my heart into a million pieces, like you always do....
12:15 AM
i need a spring cleaning for my
msn,
friendster,
hotmail.
1:19 PM
PROJECTS SUCK BIG TIME!!!
SO is ............... tooo!!!
I
HATE
THESE.
IT
ALL
SUCK
BIG
TIME.
I
DON'T
SEE
IT
A
POINT
ANYMORE.
3:17 PM
many of us love to use our concept on other, expecting others to do what we
do.
it's all just because if we do this way, we expect others to do the same
way.
but again, if life is filled with formulae, everything has an
explanation.
but ironically, life isn't that way.
4:45 PM
slept for 13 hours.last night 1am to this afternoon 3pm.
but it seems still not enough.finished one of the projects.
talked about new year, i've bought my things online.shirt.bag.and left my christmas present for shoes.
went for supper and had a walk at the "blackies".
`i swear to make myself lost everything that i'd.
the good friends that i used to cherish most,
the love that i once had,
the memories that i hold dearest to.
not having anything so i don't get to lose anything.
a punishment for myself.
5:47 PM
3:29 PM
a loud screeching sound was heard,
it's just one of the many inequalities taught us how to grow up,
no matter who was actually right or wrong.it doesn't answer for it.just because we are all newbies to the society, so we get the dummy suffering?!
then tell me, what's fair.
it's all about friendship.
i just hated you sometimes,
being so undecisive,
being so irritiating,
being so insensitive,
harping on things again and again,
i'm just like a fool and idiot,
performing nuts.
for sure, this time i know,
i'm out of your life,
i'm not even passer by in your life anymore.
i'm not your loved again,
i'm not someone you confide anymore,
i regretted, because of the her.
3:16 PM
it's white space this week, basically we've no lesson except for one lecture and tuorial.but still, i've to go school everyday.
that's really sickening.
and we've around 8 to 9 projects to submit within the next 2 weeks,that's really bad. each project had 2 components of individual and group.which means there's like super many work to do!!! but at least i've like 3 assignments,
speech, language art individual, global issue group DONE.
with 3, creative masterpiece(group and individual), language art 3 and drama, movement pending.
it's so busy till we doesn't even have time to go out!!!)))):
so i went online shopping and bought the 2 items below.((:
`twinkle twinkle little star,
how i wonder what you are,
up above the world so high,
like a diamond in the sky.
twinkle twinkle little star,
how i wonder what you are.
7:55 AM
i'm doing like 2 projects at a time.
gotten little side-tracked and
saw something really shocking.
and it probably made me day better.(:
it's kinda of a laughingstock.
never had i thought that, what a her you might choose.
and now it's such a her you've chosen.
it's more of a shock to me.
`tears started rolling down my cheeks,
without any reply from you,
with 9 projects needed to be submitted in next 2 weeks,
with the human relationships dingling everywhere,
with the different thoughts and behaviour varies.
with her blog that spill everything i felt so too.
hadn't i given a thought that there could be reasons.
reluctantly, i believed that all these marks a significance.
fearfully, i wanted to wrap myself with stones,
the strongest material that could be broken into.
be strong was a thing that i held back my tears,
hide my fear.
and when i believed i became strong,
i broke down instantly.
`GOD,faith and courage is what i need.
give me the strength to continue.
if this is what you want me to overcome and conquer,
then withstand me from all these tests that are given,
stand by me for further that you give.
5:25 PM
at last i had my phone serviced.
on the paper, it was estimated around 36 mins.
but i waited for 1hours and 20 mins.
had a walk for 20 mins and went back.
thinking it'll be fast end up i fallen asleep.
it will be back on SUNDAY(:
went to shop around till around 9 plus.
bought like many many things.
and headed home early.
finally i done with my addict.!
it's nice(:
3:59 PM
had two tutorial.
before we started on our creative art project.
headed to gym at around 3 plus.
extreme of working-out on the day.
met ching er around 530.
had a whole good talk for almost 3 hours.
thanks for being such a good listener and also your time.
thanks for willing to listen me throwing my sorrows.
thanks for being there for me too(:
thanks for accompanying me running back for my shoes bag.
thanks for cheering me up with that ice-cream, we ate.
sweet thing makes one smiles(:
you allow me to understand that it doesn't matters anymore.
really appreciate and thanks alot,
my dear girl.(:
a big THANK-YOU again.
before i headed home to meet shermaine,
she came over to change before we went to ZOUK,
for herstory finals.
LOOK HERE.
there were all girls with a minority of less than 20 new.urban.male guys.
LS was there too.
we bidded "hi" and "bye"
Kayjoo and bernice were in the finals
so we went to cheer for them.
`pictures will be post when my phone is back.
3:59 PM
BLOCK AND LIBRARY CORNERS.
finally had our block corner presentation.
all these worrks took us almost 2 months to do this us.
AT LAST IT'S OVER.!
7:19 AM
i was rather free for the past two days,
so i started looking for a addict.
and now i'm addicted to it,
yet, now i'm busy again!
wtf!
hadn't been stop doing things since 9.30pm,
the moment i reached home,
just had myself just bathed.
even had 2 days piles of clothes waiting for me to fold.
ARGH!!!
these days suck totally.
my friend,
you just make me feel it's all my wishingful thinking,
i tried ways and means to cherish our friendship,
but always, you make
me feel like a fool.
as if my sincerity and effort are taken for granted,
put to drain and useless.
please, let me feel that it's not
effortless to do all these
as a friend.
please don't allow me to even
think that
all i can say to you is just superficial words.
please don't
let me give up in this
little bit of friendship that i
still cherished.
)))))))):
3:59 PM
my new addiction(:
3:59 PM
can anyone teach me how use crunchyroll???!!!
i'm like noob!.
i could find all my movie to no avail!.
HELP ME!(:
2:46 PM
lessons i booked.
had a busy morning,
woke up at 9.45,
manage to reprint my hard copy assignment
and kaiyuan's.
missed tutorial.
went school just to submit assignment.
rushed down to bbdc to look for meiying,
enrolled and book a few lessons.
and rushed to liyun's house for project.
got everything done but except the scripts.
had theory lesson early in the morning tomorrow
and need rushed to liyun's house for project again.
my new year resolution
1) lose 10 kg.
2)not to have any friends' parent
3)better grades.
4)less lazy.
1:10 PM
looking into the mirror,
i could no longer recognise myself anymore.
5:07 PM
`thurs (3jan08)
it's just 2 hours of tutorial.
but i couldn't get myself awake.
kept snoozing for 3 solid hours.
went to school to do project for 3 hours.
went home with yan lin, ying qi and sally.
it was a hearty talk.(:
suppose to had go PLAY but had to finish up my project by today.):
`wed night(2 jan08)
had 2 solid days of screening at the same place.!
LADIES NIGHT @moS
fang,MC,apple.
aged 40-60 year and wore a jogging suit to club.
OMG!his moves were like hilarious!!
`tues night(1/1/08)
went for steamboat to count down for jasmine's birthday.
did a crazy thing.
went off before paying bill.
headed to orchard, intended to watch movie but nothing was good.
so we went to balcony.
everyone had a drink.
so did i.
I HAD EARL GREY TEA!!!
played crazy game like 5,10,15,20
me, jasmine and jun liang left first.
were screened while at road block.
a little message.THANKS ALOT APPRECIATE LOTS.
my birthday gift!i love the wrapper bits and pieces.
birthday celebration @ balcony.
playing a 20cents game*high class game*
the lamps that lights up orchard street
`mon(31dec07)
NEW YORK NEW YORK AT CITY HALL!
i must say the exchange gift game was FUN!!
and, it's from me!!
TX came along too.(:
while wwaiting to take a seat.
the process of exchange gift.
gifts went rotating till the music halt.
a chilli sauce is my exchange gift present)(:
our desserts
what a good friend is.(:
when they were talking.saw me?
nights at pub
that's FAKE!
it's REAL,i almost got bull's eye.
US!
som retard acts by me
this video is DUMB!hhahahahha
2:03 PM
