LEE MEICHAN
221289; ;*
student; ;*
Radin Mas, Clementi Town, Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ;*
singapore; ;*
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i had changed many things in my blogskins.
not forgetting my blog address too~!.
NOTE:i will write out if i thought of a new one.
6:50 AM
had my new haircut.
it's new.
i love it bits and pieces.
it's cool.
9:53 AM
i love you.
i like you.
i miss you.
i need you.
kisses and hugs.*
i'm just too bored to blog something like that.
yawns.-
10:40 AM
i'm craving for prawn noodles.
pork chop.
fish porridge.
laksa.
red bean soup.
sushi tei.
N.Y.D.C.
carl's junior.
ice-cream.
and cakes.
last but not least, CHOCOLATES.
i need a haircut badlly.
a new handphone badly.
probably after Os.
waiting to save up.(:
3:20 AM
i need my party desparately.
to dance off my frustation.
my anger.
i wanna party all night.
i want nightout to enjoy.
i want to have MY own fun.
at this particular moment,
i'm drowning myself with loud musics.
wishing that they could blast out my unhappiness.
it goes like this..
ARGH~!
damn tthat shit man.
F*CK that crap upside,
i just need the space of my own.
damn tthat shit man.
F*CK that crap upside,
i just need the space of my own.
i guess my computer probably need an injection.
an injection of the latest songs.
and the latest album of different artistee.
well,i still wish for a lappy.
8:58 AM
mon.-
fainted in school during morning assembly.
just blackout and collapse.
fortunately,had cindy,yanlin and ching er.
to carry me.
wes send home soon.
slept and rest therest of day.
however,
medicine didn't ease any pain of my head.):
no worries,i'm alright.(:
just needed more rest.
tues.-
resting in peace at home.):
i bet i had just missed the best assembly
i would ever had.
because yanlin is giving a speech.
and we are receiving the best award for national day event.
it's gonna to be hectic tomorrow,
when i returned.):
i just hate myself being so sickly and ill.
this is soO bad CAN~!!
fainted in school during morning assembly.
just blackout and collapse.
fortunately,had cindy,yanlin and ching er.
to carry me.
wes send home soon.
slept and rest the
however,
medicine didn't ease any pain of my head.):
no worries,i'm alright.(:
just needed more rest.
tues.-
resting in peace at home.):
i bet i had just missed the best assembly
i would ever had.
because yanlin is giving a speech.
and we are receiving the best award for national day event.
it's gonna to be hectic tomorrow,
when i returned.):
i just hate myself being so sickly and ill.
this is soO bad CAN~!!
i thought it will be different this time,
however i'm wrong.
well,i guess i will pull through without you.
;p
2:14 AM
i'm drained.
drained without sleepness.
i need my rest and my sleep.):
drained without sleepness.
i need my rest and my sleep.):
lookiing back those time,
i just wonder.
i just think.
thinking the distance.
that came into us.
however,nothing can change the fact.
the fact that it has all become a past.
thus, i decide to welcome it with a smile.(:
i just wonder.
i just think.
thinking the distance.
that came into us.
however,nothing can change the fact.
the fact that it has all become a past.
thus, i decide to welcome it with a smile.(:
8:08 AM
had a stayover at yena's house.
as usual.
havoc-ing.
watched high school musical.
quite an interesting show.
nicenice.(:
had a heart-to-heart talk on the bed.
i guess it's definitely a good one.
slept the entire afternoon.
was soO tired.
went out with mum.
it's been ages.
and i love it this way.//*
however,i left
social studies paper,
a maths paper 1,
english situation writing,
chisee comprehension undone.
1:44 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAGDELINE.
an important message.*
walking past again,
made me reminiscing over and over again.
it just make me recalled the sweetness,
it used to exist./
my heart sanked.
sanked to the bottomless pit.
sometimes,
i blamed.
i'm mad.
i'm pissed
with myself.
with the griping of it.
i knew from the start.
it will come to no end.
but still,...
back to reality,
i knew.
it's all a dream.
a dream that never come true.
a dream that i could just hope for.
but at this moment,
i really missed you.
made me reminiscing over and over again.
it just make me recalled the sweetness,
it used to exist./
my heart sanked.
sanked to the bottomless pit.
sometimes,
i blamed.
i'm mad.
i'm pissed
with myself.
with the griping of it.
i knew from the start.
it will come to no end.
but still,...
back to reality,
i knew.
it's all a dream.
a dream that never come true.
a dream that i could just hope for.
but at this moment,
i really missed you.
soO glad that you knew it was a lie.
well,idon'thavetoputupafalsefront.
the look of you just turned me off right.
just make me feel to live far apart from you.
i just can't be bother to talk to you so much.
4:02 AM
mon.-
had tutorial for POA.
it's since so long.
thanks,ching er for that note.
that's soO sweet of you.
as usual.
reached home at 10.30.
tues.-
it's a horny,
accident,
sickO,
perverted,
DAY.(:
filled with
as usuaL.
home late.
wed.-
lessons.
merge english lesson with a2.
night lesson.
for you:
GIRL,CHEER UP!
IT'S NOT THE END OF WORLD.
BE STRONG AND PULL THROUGH.
I BELIEVE YOU DEFINITELY CAN MAKE IT.
because you are wonderful .
at least you are to me~!(;
had supper with zhi yong before going home.
thurs.-
had lesson.
did physics during maths lesson.
evetually,it's everybody.
that's so nice of UNCLE LEE.
had pratical again after school.
till
home late as usual.
night class.
practise oral with agusS.
it was quite a fun thing.(:
hope you have done well today.(:
fri.-
FINALLY,the daycome.
was zombified.
filled with anxiety for almost whole day.
until had a talk with kaisi,yanlin,cindy&UNCLE lee.
give it a best shoot and it's over.
before entering,told cindy the title could probably FRIENDS.
who knows?!
it really IS~~!!
omg.
both me and cindy talked about each other.(:
telepathy yea?!
went for lunch with cindy@hawker.
here comes yan lin soon after.
hanging around at clementi till around 6plus.
it's been three years that i left so late on a FRIDAY.
almost run down by a taxi on my way home.
what a close shave~!
met yena,rachel,meiying,shawn,rachel.
with that awful outfit i was in~~!!
argh~!
saw jared.*big chicken.
had dinner.
went holland village.
to slack a while.
back at nana* house again.
haahahaha.(:
all the best for raymond driver license.(:
somtimes,i just think it's just time for you to leave.
and look at the world outside.
and you will know how big is outside?!
and you come to realise that how small,
and how insignificant is your life NOW~!!
i just got mad with some remarks you have made.
but at times,it really lighten one's heart.
at least often,it happens to me.(:
thanks for you,my dear.d;
yena&cindy,
she
seriously.~!
she deleted me away.
4:09 PM
ok cindy managed to smoothen my mood.
ok i shall blog about my happy days.~!(:
sat.-
met cindy and yena at evening.
went see doctor and watch fire works.
were cabbing around.
walking at the bridge was amusing.
it's like a super-train can!?
went tiong market for dinner-cum-supper.
and yena realised she lost her WALLET.
and we started cursing and swearing for her
to whoever picked herwallet.
stayed at her house.
that was like so last-mintue.
and i begged mum for only 5 MINS.
and she agreed just worried for my safety.
see how great is my mum~~!!
i was chaos-ing and havoc-ing her house.
TERRORIST ATTACK~~!!
cabbed at like 2 am.
to nearby police for her wallet.
yipeE~~!!
and it's only two hours of sleep.
and i'm still so HIGH~~!!
prawn noodles at commonwealth is yummy~~!!
ok i shall blog about my happy days.~!(:
sat.-
met cindy and yena at evening.
went see doctor and watch fire works.
were cabbing around.
walking at the bridge was amusing.
it's like a super-train can!?
went tiong market for dinner-cum-supper.
and yena realised she lost her WALLET.
and we started cursing and swearing for her
to whoever picked her
stayed at her house.
that was like so last-mintue.
and i begged mum for only 5 MINS.
and she agreed just worried for my safety.
see how great is my mum~~!!
i was chaos-ing and havoc-ing her house.
TERRORIST ATTACK~~!!
cabbed at like 2 am.
to nearby police for her wallet.
ps:now i know why people won't get back wallet after they lost it.
yena knows the reason.(:
didn't catch any sleep til i finished my series.yena knows the reason.(:
yipeE~~!!
and it's only two hours of sleep.
and i'm still so HIGH~~!!
prawn noodles at commonwealth is yummy~~!!
it had real great fun @ her house~~!!
nice to meet shawn too.(:
nice to meet shawn too.(:
9:54 AM
DON'T PROVOKE ME FOR THE MOMENT.
i'm throwing temper like little kiddo right NOW~~!!
he dampen my mood and added frustration to my anger.
ARGH~~!!
cindy is calming me down.
i guess she is going success in it.~~!!
haahaha.(:
-evillaughs-
9:20 AM
i'm invading!
muahhahahah!
pls say thkew to mi!
oops.. shawn i mean!
HAHAHA!
<3 yena.
heehee(X
pls say thkew to mi!
oops.. shawn i mean!
HAHAHA!
<3 yena.
heehee(X
4:04 AM
damn some dummies at my house.
who switch my computer without my permission.
now,i have to wait for the show to reload again.
what a smart asS is he or she is?
argh~!
4:10 PM
Best ever frens. Jia you mei chan! U cn do it!
5:43 AM
thurs.-
a quick entry.
have been gobbling lots of food
and watching drama series.
it's good.
i like such feelings.
(:
off to continue watching.
10:18 AM
wed.-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH-korkor&SINGAPORE.
slept at 3am.
woke up at 6 plus am.
went to mount faber for morning walk.
with jonathan,
lixuan,
jeremy,
derrick,
justin,
ricky,
aunts&uncles.
was playing with them
`polices and thieves`.
my childhood.//*
had breakfast at market.
went buy
she soO smart.
stock up goodS for us to take.):
went home back to sleep.
sleep almost the whole day.
woke up for dinner.
*steamboat.*
yena came over my house.
and we went to -laupasat.
for supper.
met bella,minhui&ivan.
THEY WENT FOR NDP.
were posing poses at bustop.
many COOL pics.
waiting for yena to send me.(:
NDP`06 logo.
3:54 AM
edited.//*
mon.-
studied from 9am-9.30pm.
had lesson as usual.
stayed back after school to study.
and had night FOCUS.
reached home at around 11 plus.
hit over the moment, i hit the pillow.
tues.-
NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION.(:
had
followed by the national days SONGS.d;
had activities in class.
1)the model object to represent SINGAPORE,our global city.
2)fashion clothes,represent SINAPORE.
3)E-mazing race.
accidentally cut my hand while cutting the fashion clothes.
it's our last year in the class,
we didn't let ourselves down.
by winning the BEST model and FASHION CLOTHES.
yea~~!!!
when they announced the result,
i jumped off my chair for joy man.~~!!!
ps:i'm the model of the FASHION.tsktsk...(:
took many class photoS.and more.~~!!
went to had lunch with yimin and cindy at pizza hut.
it's HIS treat.
ate $42.
uploading the pictures soon once i received all of them.
went meet yi rong for study session again.
as usual.
went town to de-sserts.(figure yourself.)
went heights met nana.*
it started with a boredom.
however,i enlighted the mood.
cheerioS to me(:
had fun at market.
on the staircase that i landed flat on it.
@SAFRA.
the usual silliest-thingy.
we did despite the lookings of otherS.(:
our fashion design.
our 3-D model.
my good friend.(:
class pic.d;
ctss 5c2`06
the
no idea what are we doing.O:
madness fun.:b
her.*
omg.
she is married.
at my age.
due to at least three months of pregancy.
omg.
tied down so early.):
2:45 PM
i love the sound of peace,
the sound of music,
having indugled myself in story,
i ignored the happening surrounding.
i felt peace and calm in you.
it's only in your prescence, i can rest well.
i can let go of the
days,
i got flared up recently.
real easy.
it's all because
i'm really mad at myself.
having something done,at this moment.
and having regrets at the very next moment.):
5:40 AM
fri.-
had a meeting for the fashion thingy.
met my lollipopS.*
real late.
we didn't know what to do at town.
thus,we end up roaming on the streets.
went to swensens to eat.
went to plaza singapura.
they went PC bunk.
i went doby ghaut exchange to have a walk.
hmmm..
not bad.
there's many things around.
bought 2necklaces.
had a walk at ps.
and headed home.
nice ending of the
i love it.(:
sat.-
went morning swim.
as early as 8.
met yi rong to study.
a girl called shihua approached us.
what a humurous person she is.?!
she said,i hadn't saw a croooked one.
i said,i had never see a straight one.d;
went mum's stall had lunch.
continued study.
home sweet home.(:
12:43 PM
i had gotten real emo recently.
had totally no mood over everything.
tied up with busy and hectic schedule.
night focus is starting.):
i guess my parents won't be able to see
me till weekends.):
let alone using computer.
and meeting-ups.
NO,i'm not letting in happening again.):
because i know i hate THAT me.
i detest that to happen.
i don't believe that.
i don't believe that you never loved him for even once.
so what if you know the fact.?
all you do is,
orh.!
ya,arh.!
what more can you do?
so be it then.
6:42 AM
wed.-
F*CK THIS SH*T UP.
ms lau,get well soon.(:
thurs.-
stayed back after school.
studying with ching er,fred and yx.
isn't bad.
manage to do the chapter after like 3 years.
ended my days just like that.
pardon my from my short entires.
it's your education.
i have no say and no position
to talk.
just quit speaking about your studies to me.
i'm not interested.
argh!!
i FORCED myself not to fall for you.
i will NEVER allow it to HAPPEN again.(:
10:44 AM
went weng cheong's house.
it was a total boredom.
i dozed off while watching those movies.
went to habourfront just to picked them up.
headed home.(:
it's all my thoughts only.(;
recalling when i first went there,
the PAST we had.
the last meeting we had.):
i just can't stop thinking about all this.
THE M-E-M-O-R-I-E-S.
11:19 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,grace!
had school.
had extra lesson after school.
went habour to study again.
i manage to understand what is
'a maths talking about..
cheerioS.(:
i hate the way we are now.
i hate the weirdness we have now.
i hate the awkward
we had to one another.
i don't wish to forgo
the friendship we used to share.
just make everything return back as normal?!
(:
10:33 AM
