LEE MEICHAN
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Radin Mas, Clementi Town, Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ;*
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woah...
LAST DAY OF WORK TOMORROW.
and,i'm free till school starts.
which means poly intake is gonna to be out.
just hope i can go to the first choice of mine.
there are still one more day to work,
yet the next week,i'm almost packed.!
monday-sun-tanning and shopping spree.ohmy,
tuesday-wildwildwet.
wednesday-outing with yi rong.
thursday-sending jess off and out for show.
friday-meet up with darlings.
saturday-dance lesson.
sunday-church and high tea.
i'm growing side-ways.
mum is also reprimanding me for eating so much.
well,whenever i go out and had dinner,
mum called and say she's cooking.
and i'll be back for dinner.
because it takes dinosaur years for her to cook.
yet now,she's saying this.
well,how ironic can it be?
ohmy,
i wanna watch the weddings.
it's nice.
i'm gonna to rent the show.
there are soO many things i wanna.
adidas respect me polo tee.
tagger bag.
stripped shorts.
camera.
zara's
trf jacket.
trf 'she's single' shirt.
trf 'i'mwith friend' shirt.
trf tube dress.
i bet i'm broke soon.
just too much time and things to spend on.):
so much things to be mention.
soO much feelings to be said..
soO many people to be spoke of.
something just hinder me to speak of my mind.
11:53 AM
sorry,i lied.
2:19 PM
it was a girls' day.
went ying qi house for new year.
it's ages i went there.
her mum still recognise us.!
intend to watch movie at night.
then headed to mag's house.
played mahjong.
i won several times.
it's fun.
then headed to vivo.
wanted to watch norbit.
but no seats.
watched protege.
ohmy,
it's so gross.
thank goodness,
ying qi sat with me.
the five of us squeezed into 3 chairs.
it's fun squeezing all together.
the entire day was so fun can?!
thanks,girls.(:
3:49 PM
too much to be blog.
16 feb.
went for work as early as 7.
worked morning shift.
headed to find bianca they all.
was super-duper surprised!
i thought it's only four girls,
saw dixie,frederick and richie.
it's been long time that i seen them.
went taka after dinner.
it's funny that we took the lift.
as we exit, a couple entered.
then just dropped a book back to the lift.
when it reached level 1,we didn't exited.
and again we went up and down again.
bought a cake and a bouquet of flower for bianca.
had a chat till quite late outside taka.
then we all took 14 home.
17 feb.
slept till 12 plus.
intend to sleep longer
but sister and mum were asking me to pack.
ate lunch and went for facial.
then back home for packing.
seriously,i need a bigger wardrobe already.
my clothes are out of place.
no more space but yet still a whole pack of clothes unwash.
packing my table.
just missed those days in school.
busy with studies.
results.hardships.fun.ms lee's PE lessons.
having myself using like 2 stack of foolscap to finish all the other schools papers every week.
the stack of a maths paper i've done.
well,everything just worth while.
eat reunion dinner.
went to china town after 12.it's tiring.
and nothing.CAN?!
18 feb.
slept like 5am.
woke up like 9 plus.
to church and to uncle house.
had lunch.
jemmima is soo cute.
she's only four months.
then cousins were planning for movie at night.
stayed till around 4 plus.
went to ah ma house.
it's bored.
was discussing with dad,what's your 3 bother called?
HE:second uncle.
I:no,you are second and he's third.
HE:i say yes,means yes.
I:orh.
ahma,big aunt,counsin:NO,he is third uncle because you're second but you're her dad.
HE:$:
I:HAAAHAHHAHA(:
went for movie at night.
super funny can?!
wwent hong bao river and slack at starbuck.
headed home at 1 am.
slept at 3 am.
19 feb.
a pig i am for the entire day.(:
it's 3 am now.
and i have to wake up at 8.30 tomorrrow.
dead.dead.dead.dead.dead.dead.dead.......
7:59 PM
well,i still think it's a dream.
that makes both cindy and joseph feeling like giving a tight slap.
today seems so untrue.
so not realistic.
having my phone kept ringing non-stop since the principal giving
speech.
that makes me panic.
having my name on the screen make me feel even worse.
having only four english failure in entire 5na cohert.
but the worst was only a D7.
that kept us cheering non-stop.
having 100% passes for a maths in entire cohert included 5 na.
kept us cheering even more loud.
having our beloved yan lin,top student for 5na in entire singapore's
schools,
kept us excited.
having ms law releasing us for result,sent me flying off to general
office.
i was the first!
without any further remarks i just give my school fees.
all i want was my results only.
having mum making tons of calls,i told her i'm counting later.
i counted,i've 18.
i yelled out outside the office.
ran all the way back to hall.
on the way,i recaalled my e maths grade that took in 2005.
so it's total 15.
having myself too nervous,i asked winnie to count again.
then she say,yea!
off to mr lee.
i yelled for his name in front of like many teachers.
and told him i passed.
and soon crying badly.
and he was super happy.
off to my friends and teachers.
they was super panic when i cried.
thanks ying qi for the tissue.!
when they know my result,
many were kind of shocked.
well,many were shocked for my english.
i got a b3.
i told mrs cheong,mr tan,shu hua,ying qi,.....
their eyes were super big.
when i told ms koh,she was kind of about to cry.
hanged around and went out.
told haney about my result,she's happy too.
went town with magdeline,ying qi,cindy and shu hua for k-session.
it's been almost half a year i've been to one.
we were super havocing and high for the day.
took like one.two. neo-prints.
saw queenie with benjamin.
well,it's kinda of surprised.
what a small world?!
when i told queenie,she was like really?omg!
then off to eat.
after eating ying qi and shu hua went off.
then came joseph and wei hao.
then headed to ps.
wei hao left and soon mag did.
then me,cindy and joseph slack at town.
till cindy was shooed home.
and now we're all at her house.
i just couldn't believe it.
i just think it's a dream.
if this is really a dream,never will i want to wake up.
having myself hitting my target score.
fifiteen.15.
ohh.ctss is currently top ten for the entire singapore's secondary school.
we did real well.
so are our results.
well done!.
all the hard work paid off.!
we've done ourselves and ctss proud.
we rocks.!
and congrats to my beloved,yan lin.!
you did our batch proud by being the top student of the entire sec 5 in singapore.
thanks,mr lee.
thanks for everything you did.
thanks for the extras,extras,and extras time for me.
thanks a lot.
thanks for the encouragements and confidence you gave.
thanks for the advice and everything.
thanks(:
today it's just too much for a dream.
7:54 PM
i set myself free..
3:16 AM
i'm unwell.
supper supper unwell.
well,emotionally.
don't be surprise if i give you the
i just need time to adapt to all this shit.
what does those years mean?
what does those pampering used to mean?
what does that ignorance of our presences means?
are those years fake?
being there,since we were little.
tell me,vivian.
what does not having you around to support me?
to pamper me?
to listen my sorrows.
to have your sturdy shoulders lean on.
to have you talking me round.
trying to accept what i have to.
having you around to give in to my moodswings.
trying to meet my demanding needs.
i said i want a bbq on sat,without any second remarks.
you just made that possible.
to be nervous when i just pretends to be angry.
doing your best to make me cheer up.
you taught me that no one is perfect.
you taught me what should i do in certain circumstances.
i miss you,junhao.
make me suffer from loss of memories.
no matter good or bad,
i don't want be suffering from these.
it's just barely too much for me to accept.
with the releasing of result just around the corner.
nothing could ever make me nervous even more.
having myself to lose my sleep in this entire week.
i need someone ; but it's just too much that i could ever explain and said ; i might say but i bet you never understand how i feel ; i need somewhere some place ; before i go nuts.
i just forgotten when i was taught to bottle these up.
10:49 PM
had off yesterday.
met yena during evening.
saw devan on the way.
met yena on the way.
went shopping around at bugis.
imagine the dressing we went.?!
to think how we used to doll up ourselves before going out.
I'M NOT A SHOPPING QUEEN ANYMORE.
dinnertime was when we realise what fools we used to be.
didn't cherish what we used to have.
having able to let history repeat,
how great would all this be?
comparisons.
2:16 PM
