LEE MEICHAN
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Radin Mas, Clementi Town, Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ;*
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I did the silliest thing.
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9:50 PM
Had Just 2 Hours of sleep the night before.
Thanks for Having 2 projects due the next day.
Wasn't feeling very well,
Gastrics just gotten the better of me which almost causes me to puke!
Right after my dinner.
Got myself some sleep.
Fortunately, LEE MEIYING woke me up at 12 am and say,
I thought you got projects to submited?
If not I will just DIE.!
Chiong all the way to 5am.
FINALLY done with printing and submitting all my assignments.
Knock off for just 2 hours of sleep and headed to school for 8am lesson.
8am lesson all the way to 6pm lesson.
WE JUST SIMPLY think NP should start a hotel for hours of sleep!
Straight after school, headed for work!
7pm to 2am.
I was Literally a Zombie at work.
Went home and sleep for just 8 hours.
And I could sleep no more!
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I was rather pissed with myself.
Kick a big fuss for small little things.
No Patience!
I hated myself for being suspicious about him,
hated myself for venting my anger at him.
Hated myself finding fault and pick a fight with him over small little things.
thanks for waiting for me and talk to me till wee hours.
being there for me when I want to doze off during work.
imissyou.*
9:43 PM
Had our EC presentation.
30%
Some of the group did Skits.
Which made everyone hugged their stomach and laughed heartily.
Take a look at these. (both are 20 mins video)
Title: Ingredients for a happy relationship.
Title: How to score a second date out of first date.
9:55 PM
I'm really tired,
Drained with Projects,
So many people are sick in class but still persist on.
I just simply don't get why don't the lecturers put themselves into our shoes?
I really exhausted being torn apart
between Projects, Work, and Him.
I'm getting really particular with comments
and also Whom who made such a statement.
It really bothers me that much.
What's wrong with doing it the way I want?
7:53 PM
He's really nice to accompany me,
played UNO
and ate Cold Rock just before his work.
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4:36 PM
Wednesday: TP
Thurs : EC Skit 20 minutes presentation.
Friday: FP 3 lesson plans & evaluation, PEC Interview transcript.
2:42 PM
Christmas is coming!!!!
I just simply love this Festive!
It's time to have a exchange gift for everyone.
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With the road in Orchard to be filled with colourful lights.
Many different Christmas Tree Held outside Paragon,
Tanglin Mall, Hereen,
Forum, Taka.
In many different form of colours.
Green, Blue, White, Silver and of Gold Christmas!
Walking in and out of stores that are playing,
Jingle bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle all the way.
We wish you a Merry Christmas
Baby, all I want for Christmas is you
And that means my Birthday is coming too!
Maybe I should just write my wishlist here.
- I want a meeting or a outing with my girlies on that very day!!
- I want a Board that filled with my pictures together with my friends and WORDS.
- Make me do stupid thing of my birthday!(I really don't mind if we are in a large group:/)
- Many Many Birthday wishings (no need gifts!just wishing is more than enough:XXX)
- A memorable Day.
1:50 PM
For my birthday,
I want a sunflower from my friend.(:
I also want a huge balloon that reads, " Happy Birthday".
I want a surprise!
I want a blast.(:
I know I'm being ridiculous,
But God says in His Book,
Matthew 7:7
Ask, and it shall be given you;Seek and ye shall find;
Knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
1:00 AM
Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand
When the oceans rise
and thunders roar
I will soar with you
above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust
They are just simply awesome singers,
that Jesus created.
11:33 PM
Projects and just only Projects.
It drained us out totally.
Everyone just busy with Projects.
Not even free to meet one another.
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There's like 3 assignments due next week,
And I have only covered a bit of everything!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
Shoot me!
Give me the confidence and strength.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Pil. 4:13
11:34 AM
We had a big feast without seafood,
THANKS to me)))))):
Cheese Lobster!):
11:41 PM
We watched Madagascar at AMK hub,
Stolled at Clark Quay,
and Drinked at Fashion Bar.
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11:39 PM
I really pissed,
Pissed with myself.
Pissed with myself, for having such a bad English.
Pissed with myself for not able to think of words that I want use appropriately.
Pissed with myself forsaking God, ( I just need His words to embrace me.)
Pissed with myself for not able to have a good talk to Meiying yet
(it's been almost a week that we barely talked.))))))))))))))))))):)
Pissed with myself not being able to pamper myself.
There's just too many things to be done at the same time.
E-learning week, Seriously I would rather we go school as per normal.
No e-learning assignments, no assignments needed to be rushed for.
I just want holidays.
Though I slogged my way working all the while,
At least I don't get too stressed.
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Christmas is just around the corner,
I don't feel any ambience at all.
All thanks to Projects.
also the piling of assignments that I have.
Thanks for the understand and care, Baboon!
Even Though, till this very moment, I don't know how true are you to me.
PS: I want a Manicure for my Birthday(:
8:59 PM
We had an assignment for science,
Had to make a special trip to Botanic garden!
So our group went down,
As usual, we made KY to carry all our belongings,
This is what he does.!
7:00 PM
I'm close to giving up,
I really am.
I just want to sit on my Big Fat Bum in front of my laptop and television,
Playing my favourite show and music.
Just lazing around is just more than enough for me.
I just hated when my laptop windows are filled with all the different projects.
Slowly, They just all blocked my mind.
I just hated myself torn between
my studies, work, friends, and maany more...
I could no longer drawing a balance between them,
I knew very clearly, There is just more than what I'm doing,
Yet I just can't remember, can't remember exactly what am I suppose to do!
God, Just give me more than the strength I need.
I pray.
9:26 PM
-by Beyonce
If I were a boy, even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home
To come home
If I were a boy
I think I could understand, oh-oh-oohh-oh
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You got it wrong
But you're just a boy
And you don't understand (yea, you don't understand, oh!)
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Because you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
12:21 AM
This was taken last year, Jie's 21st birthday.
It's kinda of blurred, but i thought it was a beautiful photo,
As it's the first "family photo"(with Dad around) ever since I was 8 years old.
Me and Meiying in the reflection, lady in the picture is JIEJIE!
I really thank God for having such a complete and blissful family.
Although at times, we do have arguements and conflicts.
Yelling and shouting at one another, Cold wars.
But I believe God holds us together as family.
Like in recent months,
As part of the family, we did ask for opinions and heed advices from one another,
to been through such a times.
I really like things this way.
Don't try to shut one another up or even can't be bothered to say so much,
Instead say what you really think and help things to be solved.
I really thank God for giving me a twin.
And not everyone has that luxury to enough such a companion
since birth, growing years, teens and more of futures.
Yea, true enough that we do fights, do quarrels.
Well, which sibilings don't?
She's always there to hear the slightest details of my sorrows and happiness.
Even though at times, I was really stressed in studies and just sat there sobbing away with the bitter face of mine.
And when she turned around, She will give that HAHAHAHAAA! Face(What a Meanie She is)
But she will still say things like, Aiya no need so stress one la. Just do it slowly, calmly. Can one la!Though her tone may not sound nice, but eventually you know it's really moved you.
Like at times I do ask questions like,
Me:What if I will just pass on TOMORROW?
Meiying slapping my face several times.
Me: No, Seriously what will you do?
Meiying: Of course sad la!We had been growing together since we were TINY!
But when you are in real need, I bet they will obviously be the first to be there,
Helping you to solve problems, giving those precious advice that you really need.
I thank God for giving me a elder sister,
Though when we were little, all the idea she gave me was just Fierce,
a big JIEJIE that can't be offended.
But in the growing stage, She's really like a senior version of me.
Having all the teens problems like
A person to talk to about dressing, sharing the clothes, bags etcccc.
She also consoled me when It's really a "
A shopping-partner, a study partner.
Often her Bf and her would help me in my projects when i stayed up late wee hours.
Just to complete and finish up my assignments.
Not forgetting Mum,
I just Love calling her.
as in calling, Mummy!Mummy!Mummy!
Even for nothing.
At first, I didn't realised that I have such a habit until I had this as a nickname.
At times, she do feels irriating.
But I just love calling her that way.
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Just reminded me that I always a kid in her eye.
She may not be the most beautiful Mum,
Though, she don't do a good job in house chores.
But to me, She is the most beautiful and BEST mum
One could ever have.
She gave us whatever she could.
Finding ways and means to help us.
I remembered, in primary school.
Often we have this fund-raising card, she will get people to donate for us.
It's really sweet.
Not forgetting Dad,
TO me He's just THE CUTEST DAD anyone could have.
STOUT!(((((((:
The way he gritted his teeth signify that He's really mad.
We will all just scrammed off.
The way he Cracked lame jokes,
Really made me hugged my stomach and just LAUGHED.
Though often He don't usually hang out with us,
But at times, like public holiday, we will make a point to have meals together as family.
Of course, GF and BF as a family are invited too(((((:
I guess many things are simply beyong description,
I certainly think my life won't be complete without THEM.
But I just want Thank God for giving me such special and Important people in my life.
His creation is the best gifts.
HOW GREAT GOD IS(((((:
11:34 AM
Don't get me wrong,
I did not messed up my life.
But just that I'm in confusion.
And I believe God will show me the way.(((((:
Edited 24, 30 October Entries.
I'm really thankful to have God in my life!
I thank him
for everything that he's given me and
now, i know im more certain
than ever that
He'll never leave me and would always! be with me :)
I'm so tied down with so much things.
I just pray hard that I don't even think of giving up.
When it's just the beginning.
I've been pushed way beyond my limits.
When there's tons of things awaiting for me,
1)2Language Art Lesson Plan.(by 28 nov)
2)SF presentation due next Tues.( even when it's supposed to be
e-learning)
3)my driving test around the corner.(When I'd gone for pratical for like
weeks!?)
4)PEC Individual assignment due in less than 2 weeks time.
(I have yet to even know what is supposed to be done)
5)EC Skit and presentation.
6)EA planning of Field Trip.
7)Working at least 3 days a work.
8)Preparation for christmas performance.
Let time come to a Halt, I pray.
2 Timothy 1:7
For God has not given us a Spirit of fear, but of Power and of Love and of
a Sound Mind.
11:18 AM
I detest this guessing game,
I dislike the mistrust-ed.
I really fear.
2:40 PM
Is this real?
I doubt so.
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11:40 AM
It's a good day.
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4:22 PM
Went back to LSH!
Cedric is soO Cute!
Yeye was sweet too.(:
I went to eat Tony's Roman
and walked Singapore Flyer.
*hugs*
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11:22 PM
Check this out!
It's just one of my assignments!
`God just never fails to remind me repeatedly,
How Great He is.
How much He loves me.
He just fit me perfectly well in my plans
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So blessed, I can't contain it.
So much, I got to give it away.
Your love taught me to live now.
You am more than enough for me.
2:47 PM
