LEE MEICHAN
221289; ;*
student; ;*
Radin Mas, Clementi Town, Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ;*
singapore; ;*
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it's really deafening when you just left me spamming outside,
like some random lunatic.
it's rather heartwrenching to actually know the fact that you don't treat me as
What i thought it was.
what's more chilling
When people turn their back/backs on you.
Adding the fact that they might be your friends or even kins?
Aha. Aha.Why why, but they're scary.
My my, I don't want to see their face to live.
Let them talk as i don't give a damn, leave me out.
I don't wish to be in an enviroment full of hypocrites.Don't have to be.
When you give me unequal treatment,Who really cares?
I'll remember those who really cared
and
those who treat me just-think-i'm-some-random-bitch-on-the-street.
I've made a promise to myself,
I'll remember always.
i know i just being quarrelsome.
i just need to rant,
but i simply hated myself.
hate myself for finding some answers for myself.
for every acts that each individuals does.
searching for an answer when actually things isn't that way.
it's just filled with contradiction all-over.
what for.?
i just can't mask my feelings prefectly.
just scream me out loud.
knock and screwed some darn senses into me.
shake me awake.
PS:she's just making me believing that i'm a nusicance.
`how much i wish that my English could be better.
5:43 PM
