LEE MEICHAN
221289; ;*
student; ;*
Radin Mas, Clementi Town, Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ;*
singapore; ;*
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i'm unwell.
supper supper unwell.
well,emotionally.
don't be surprise if i give you the
i just need time to adapt to all this shit.
what does those years mean?
what does those pampering used to mean?
what does that ignorance of our presences means?
are those years fake?
being there,since we were little.
tell me,vivian.
what does not having you around to support me?
to pamper me?
to listen my sorrows.
to have your sturdy shoulders lean on.
to have you talking me round.
trying to accept what i have to.
having you around to give in to my moodswings.
trying to meet my demanding needs.
i said i want a bbq on sat,without any second remarks.
you just made that possible.
to be nervous when i just pretends to be angry.
doing your best to make me cheer up.
you taught me that no one is perfect.
you taught me what should i do in certain circumstances.
i miss you,junhao.
make me suffer from loss of memories.
no matter good or bad,
i don't want be suffering from these.
it's just barely too much for me to accept.
with the releasing of result just around the corner.
nothing could ever make me nervous even more.
having myself to lose my sleep in this entire week.
i need someone ; but it's just too much that i could ever explain and said ; i might say but i bet you never understand how i feel ; i need somewhere some place ; before i go nuts.
i just forgotten when i was taught to bottle these up.
10:49 PM
