LEE MEICHAN
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Radin Mas, Clementi Town, Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ;*
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sat.[27 jan `07]
met shermaine.
was real emo the entire day.
don't ask me.!
went for SHE concert.
fei lun hai and stefaine sun were the guests.
it was really fun.
me and shermaine were like duper high can!
with the end-off song!
their dances were so seductive that
me and rachel couldn't tolerate.
((((((((:
3:20 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,CINDY.
HOPE YOU HAD ENJOYED THE DAY.
with the singing aloud at paragon.
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4:49 AM
finished work at 1.30pm.
hours off.
went for a walk after that.
met magdeline and tian xiang around 3 plus
at vivo.
then went to sentosa siloso bench.
met grace,kenneth,
fuad,ramzi,firdaus,
agus,dixie,vincent.
it was fun till sunset.
having almost all of us playing in the water.
water captain ball.
i'm the goaler.
and caught most of the ball.
it was super fun.
it's been ages i've so much fun in sentosa.
just that i didn't had
mag,
thanks a lot.
really.!
it's really a joy going out with you.
we shall go out more often yea?!
thanks(:
thanks a lot.
really.!
it's really a joy going out with you.
we shall go out more often yea?!
thanks(:
went to meet rachel and meiying at vivo around 8 plus.
went for carls junior and headed for movie.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
what a sad and romantic show.!
fortunately, i didn't cry.
what a mircale.
3:49 PM
-20 jan.
met sihua after work.headed to bukit batok to attend weihao's birthday party.well,after we reached.it left only me,sihua,francis,felicia,weihao,cindy.richie and frederick.me and sihua started eating like pig.and they started packing.soon,started to play card.*21 points and murderer.there's a term in hokkien for the 21 points game.well,i'm stupid enough to not know it.soon,we started drinking while playing and camwhoring.!me and weihao went for a talk.then i was like drunk!lying on the playground and sleep.soon,on the way back,i vomitted.and i knocked off the moment i reached the bench,falling asleep.after vomitting,i got high.me,cindy and felicia started dancing by the pool.who cares?!rock on girlS.(:then some stupid guys came over.and francis having all his vomits over him.
-21 jan.
woke up late for church.
headed to church late.
then hang around after church.
headed to town with neinei and pastor lee.
met soon huat and yena go out.
went La Senza bought some stuffs.
soon,they came.
walked all over town and to far east.
soon,soon huat went off.
went bugis with yena.
on the way,we've lots of talks.
it's really good.
saying what we want and all.
thanks a lot my dear girl.
talking to you is such a comfort.
having you understanding,everything i have not said.
and thanks for the reminder.
thanks.(:
bought a top.
wanted to buy a heels slip-in.
no more my size.)))):
looking for my new years shoes.
headed to villa bali.
what a cool place to slackk?
now:watching SCV.it's making me laughing off my ass can?!
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.
after these days,i still realise i missed you badly.
having everything making a big round.
yet still back to square.
it's all the factors around us that caused us to change.
we can't blame.
we can't complain.
surroundings remind me of everything about you.
i really miss you.
thanks for being a passer-by in my life.(:
having everything making a big round.
yet still back to square.
it's all the factors around us that caused us to change.
we can't blame.
we can't complain.
surroundings remind me of everything about you.
i really miss you.
thanks for being a passer-by in my life.(:
3:36 PM
omg.
isn't this phone cool?
i wanna it.!
especially white!isn't it style?
it has many function that is super duper excellent man!
wait till i save up!
)))):
3:12 PM
unfaithful, by rihanna
[Verse 1:]
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
[Hook:]
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer
[Verse 2:]
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
[Hook:]
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer
[Breakdown:]
Our Love... his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)
Oooohhh... anymore
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer
ooo... a murderer...
No, no, no... yeahi'm all over it.
i just can't help listening it again and again.
5:58 PM
i just missed school.
missed everyone.
missed studies.
missed CHING ER.
KAISI(TEACHING ME A MATHS).
MISSING ALL THE CLASS MATES.
struggling to finish ms koh english assignment.
everyone lying on the table to sleep during free period.
asking the PROs for help in studies.
for upcoming oral and more.
staying back to study real hard just to make it.
staying to look for mr lee.
occupying him for like hours.
even had the thoughts of going his house to study in time.
i just missed those days.
i just missed those day hanging out with you.
though we ain't studying together anymore,
i still believe we're still as close.
but now,you returned school.
i'm afraid.
worrying that it won't happened anymore.
worrying that you'll just forsake me.
worrying that they're just your only world that you cherish.!
the messages you send.
asking me everything that you worry.
looking up to me when you're in dilemma.
I miss you,haney.
5:24 PM
it's late at night.
and here i am sitting right in front of the computer,
having myself doing full shift tomorrow.
i just have no idea whether
do i still able to work for the next 2 months.
cut the fake pretence,will you.?
i just have no idea whether will it works?
and prolong for another 2 months.
it's barely 1 and half months,
i'm drained.i just hate the pretence.
i just can't take it.
staying in the fitting room,
as customers walked past...(leaving everything on the table)
what i says,
me:thank you.
what's actually in my heart,
me:FUCK!taking more than 6 or 7 pieces,and buying none.
and i've to keep these shit for you.!
me:thank you.(taking everything from her IMMEDIATELY)
she:I'M NICE ENOUGH TO HANG THESE CLOTHES FOR YOU,
I DON'T DESERVE SUCH TREATMENT.
ME:sorry.sorry.
she:...(walking off to lodge a complaint.)
ten minutes passed....
manager came in to fitting room.
annie:meichan,i need to talk to you.(off to the storeroom)
as customers walked past...(leaving everything on the table)
what i says,
me:thank you.
what's actually in my heart,
me:FUCK!taking more than 6 or 7 pieces,and buying none.
and i've to keep these shit for you.!
i know it's my duty,but i just can't help screaming.!
TODAY.me:thank you.(taking everything from her IMMEDIATELY)
she:I'M NICE ENOUGH TO HANG THESE CLOTHES FOR YOU,
I DON'T DESERVE SUCH TREATMENT.
ME:sorry.sorry.
she:...(walking off to lodge a complaint.)
ten minutes passed....
manager came in to fitting room.
annie:meichan,i need to talk to you.(off to the storeroom)
i just wish that i can do it for Os.
3:15 PM
looking at the page,seeing someone familiar but yet different.
looking at you,thinking back the days we're closest.
looking at you so familiar yet a person that i don't seems to know anymore.
just a short birthday wish message from me.
yet to no reply from you.
it just kept me thinking,
was it those were the days?
it just hurts.
i've just given up to salvage all this situation.
9:45 AM
omg.isn't she hot.
she isn't need to speak.
b'cos her body speaks for her.
met up frederick,richie,yan lin,cindy and si hua on saturday.
it's been ages i seen them.
((((((:
worked for the past two days.
today,going out.
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looking forward..
left me alone pleaseee.
i'm still searching for an answer.
but i just can't find it.
or there isn't any answer just upright?
the more i think,the more it got complicated.
the more i ignored,the more i'm running away.
no one is forcing an answer from me.
but well,it's unfair.
it's totally unfair for them.
sacrificing with no repay.
i just can't fight over myself.
good-bye.tsk,i decide to left my life likethat.
not even asking for an answer from myself.
5:25 AM
okays.
i just put down the phone with yena.
and SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND NOW.!!!
hahahahha.
i'm still single longer.?!
well,i love it this way.(((:
just had my hair highlighted.
well,outcome isn't pleasant at all.
it looks like
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12 jan.
met fong eng at clementi mac to get the photos.
what a conincidence that yue xiu is around.
it's been ages i've seen them.
went to bus stop wait for 106.
well,i was waiting patiently.
haney called,
say are you waiting for bus?
i've boarded.
i was like arh??!!
i waited but there isn't any sight of it?!
i continued to wait.
5 minutes passes.
phone rang.
grace called.
are yoou waiting for bus?
one of it passed.?!
i paniced!
but i was really looking out for the bus.
but why?!!
went headed to haney's house.
ya.
sort of playing.
her granny's chicken wings tastes nice?!
went to IMM for a walk.
after headed to marina square.
then walked around.
then headed to far east to buy my pants.
and anothertop.
headed to vivo.
walked till 10.30.
then went off.
omg.
saw cindy.
i missed her.
it's been ages i 've seen her.
then once we boarded the bus.
we both talked super fast.
because i'll be alighting in like 3-4 stops away.
should i meet her later?!
but no one accompany me.!!
on my way out,i saw many ctss students.
i just misses those days in school.
both the unpleasant and pleasant memories we all shared.
how much i want time to return.?!
but well, it won't happen.(((:
10:57 AM
i shan't reminisce from the start of last week.
updates
ok.
i'm starting my dancing lessons as soon as next week.
still working hard.
as usual zara having sale.
as usual great world zara didn't meet target everyday.
met jiejie for lunch.
after that,went out with zhiyong.
went town.
met kenneth and grace.
tian xiang joined.
grace headed for work.
do did tian xiang too.
went round bugis.
then headed to vivo.
went around.
and to habourfront for pastamania.
and headed home.
it's really a joy to hang out with them.
it's fun.((:
i'm glad that i didn't spent any money todday.(:
I MISS CINDY.
YENA.
CHING ER.
FREDERICK AND MANY OTHERS.
DO TAKE CARE YEA?!
3:59 PM
hahahaahaha.
SHE'S DITCHED.
BY HIM.
hahahahhah.
ricky is saying that i'm overwhelmed over people's misery.
well,who cares.
it's her misery not MINE.
WOOHOO.(((((((((((((((:
3:45 PM
was is all a mistake from the scratch?!
doubts.!!
what was does from the start?
2:52 PM
3 jan
HAD work till 6.30.
magdeline came for interview
but the manager wasn't around.
so have to contact again.
saw elaine during break.
thanks for the cold treatment.
after work,leen teach me make-up.
i'm like nuts can?!
then went out with magdeline.
i told her what i wanna buy and what i bought.
she was like arh,you spent so much?!
omg,hui shian had been working at there too.
at the ice-cream shop.
i shall find her some day.
then we headed to town.
first destination:FAR EAST.
went to buy sausages.
then started walking around.
saw the 3/4 jumper.
i wanna to buy!!!
but the design wasn't good.
saw lucas,jared,gilbert,raymond.
shouted gilbert.
super loud and they all LOOKED AT ME.
then started went around walking.
saw quite a number things want to buy
but going forgo them.
then i saw qing long.
soon,i saw elson with them.
after far east headed to hereen.
bought a n.u.m. top.
omg.
that cute guy serve me!!!
saw zhi guo.
soon it was raining cats and dogs.
we headed vivo.
saw shawn in the bus stop.
it's been ages i seen him.
went to top shop bought like 1 top.
visited tian xiang and kenneth.
then went home.
I MISSED THEM ALL.!
3:45 AM
don't ask me why.
don't tell me.
i know those fact.
i'm confused what is all about?!
the changes that caused.
the things that you did now!
when are you going wake up?!
do you really want your life to end like that?
what for?!
for whose sake?
does all these worth while?!
live for yourself and not for others.
will you?
i know you won't look at these because you doesn't have my blog add.
but pleaseee wake up.
do it for just your sake.//*
i'm sorry it's all over.
-.-`
it just went off as when it like.
3:59 PM
1 jan
it's a new year.
a new beginning for everyone.
intended to stay at home the whole day to sleep.
and elvin was messaging me non-stop at 12.
wanted to meet him later.
but his replies were too fast.
and i forgo my sleep.
then ate and met him.
was late for like 45 mins.
it's rare of me.
hahha.
went watch death note 2.
ratings : 2
it's too long.
many times i thought ended.
well,end up i was wrong.
headed to bugis after that.
went to buy my birthday present/fred perry bag
and walk around.
went to raffles city the adidas outlet.
to check out the new stock on adidas.respect.me jacket.
but the stock isn't here yet.
still have to wait.
mean time,i shall start saving more..
omg,he really slim down a lot man.
probably all thanks the army training.
31 dec
went for work.
finished at around 7 plus.
headed home to change.
soon went town to meet chermaine.
but still early,saw zhang yang.
had a chat together.
after meeting shermaine went to have steamboat.
1:19 PM
