it has all ended.
when you said that
you don't want it more than want it.
you says that,
i might be only a little disappointed in
your answer.
but in fact i'm not only affected a little.
i'm affected tremendously.
sometimes i really don't know whether
is it because you really don't know,
don't understand.?
or is it that i didn't know how to express myself.
that you don't even catch any hint of it.
am i really that bad in expressing myself>?
probably it's really because my fault?!
sometimes i seriiously feel like throwing,
dumping,stepping till your handphone is flat on the floor.
what's with picking up my calls?
what's with seeing at your phone every hour.?
i just don't understand?!
is it really unfair to you,i asked.
no,not all.you replied.
but i just think that i'm really being too much.
too much to be a person like that.
too much for myself to even accept what a person i am.
how unreasonable i could get.
how hot-tempered i can get.
how pettiful am i.
but i'm really grateful that
those lonely nights hearing your voice seems like
seeing angels befalling.
being there to hear out the sorrows i've
about work.
thanks for the sweets messages.
i hope you really understand even i didn't mum at all.