LEE MEICHAN
221289; ;*
student; ;*
Radin Mas, Clementi Town, Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ;*
singapore; ;*
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wohohohoho.~~!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE.
it's christmas.
here am i blogging.
well,i had a quiet christmas at home.
afterall,the feeling isn't bad.
hahaha.
no squeezing with people in the crowd.
no crazy ribbon.
no molestting at town and so on.
FINALLY I FINISHED MY SHOW.
for almost 2-3 weeks.
(((((:
i'm broke recently.
soO broke.
i bet i spent like 300 plus this week.
but i just didn't dare to update my account.
because it's scary.
(((:
4:53 PM
never had i thought of spending a christmas without
both of your prescence.
all i know was that you all were there to spend
christmas with me for the past
one.two.three.four.five.six.seven.eight.nine.ten.eleven.
christmas.
seeing one of you both today,
but kinda of awkward.
it seems that everything had all become a past.
none could ever repeat again.
if losing all these that i once have is called grown up.?!
GIVE ME A CHOICE TO SAY NO TO ALL THESE.???!!!
ON THIS VERY CHRISTMAS I'VE.
things ain't the same anymore.
12:44 AM
enjoyed the chat with frederick.
slept for only 6 hours.
went get mc for work.
headed to vivo to meet frederick.
haaahaha.
he's late.
went to get the n.u.m. card from sihua.
and we headed to town.
frederick is such a country pumkin.~~~!!!
hahahaha.
went to get my n.u.m bag.
it cost like $150.
and i got 3 person to share as birthday and christmas present.
hahahahha.
went to buy S.H.E concernt tickets.
going with rachel and shermaine.(((;
went church.
on the way,meeting frederick,magdeline,belinda and their cousin.
i was having fun messaging one.two.three.four.five persons at a go.
went around with them.
end up no more place we went frederick's house.
we went creating havoc.
it's fun.
((((:
frederick you're really a nice guy.;)
it's been ages that i dressed till nines.
wearing tube,halter neck,
heels.
smart pants.
and many other.
i just missing going out with yena.
with those make up we put.
those dressing we had and more.
but now,
we're just simply too lazy to dress appropriately out.
wearing shorts and tee solved the problem
but i just miss wearing nicely out.
))))):
12:16 AM
it's just another normal day.
but excitement got the better of me.
knowing i've so many people celebrating with me.
21 dec.
went out with yena after work.
well,nothing much.
i just want go home after hitting 12.
my birthday.
went for steamboat at around 11.
we ate till 1 plus.
when it hits my birthday.
i shouted at her.
hey,it's my birthday.
as usual like siaox cha bo.
then she start laughing and wishing me.
my handphone was dead.
total dead.
not even able to on it.
so i bet i missed some calls.
went to meritius marina hotel.
then headed to esplanade.
a trishaw uncle drive us there.
it's cool~~!!
with the blast.
played on the water.
it's fun.(((:
and had a talk.
sat around and talked.
decided to go home soon.
THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED...
22dec.aka my birthday.
in the afternoon was bad.
find no one to go out.
then met joling to eat.
and bought a havianese again.
i'm super broke.
and a shorts.
soon headed to bbq.
it was fun.
was sitting around and eating.
soon cindy need get something.
and the whole surprise was gone.
so i told everyone.
ok,i heard nothing.
then they got the cake.
from then,i knew something.
i'm super duper shocked and stunned to know who is it from.
and i wanted to know the entire story but still have to wait.
mr murali and ms koh came too.
then we ate.
play soccer ball.play water.
it's fun to scare frederick to drop into the pool.
had a chat with magdeline,ying qi and cindy.
it's been ages that this happen.
we should really find a time all of us gather again.
chatting with pradheep,trying our best to get the ball.
everyone wished me happy birthday.
then he tried to hide the cake and sing happy birthday.
AGAIN,i was the first to spot it and everything.
make a wish and blow candles.
soon we 've to pack up.
it's late.
mr murali needs to leave.
and we got a group photos.
((((((:
got packed,we left.
some went met ms wu.
some returned.
we had a great chat with ms wu.
weng cheong came too.
we all gathered to talk about sec2-5.
haunted mansion.
N level result released.
about friends.
about everything under the moonlight.
it's nice to talk to them.
TO MINISTRY OF EDUCATION,
please take off the rule of teachers are not allowed to have private functions with teachers.
it's really dumb and stupid.
to everyone,
thanks for tonight.
thanks for the surprises.
thanks for the fun.
thanks for the chats.
thanks for the wishing.
thanks for the blessings.
thanks for the care and concern.
thanks for being my friends.
thanks for the memories we shared.
thanks for leaving footprints in my life.
thanks for having me in part of your life.
thanks for everything.
all in just a word,
thank.
i really appreciatted it a lot.((((:
thanks boy,for the surprise you gave.
in cahoots with cindy.
thanks a lot.
i was really disappointed.
with no message and calls.
i told cindy,and i bet you know it now.
but well,you really suprised me.
thanks for everything.
i really appreciate lots.
((((:
my birthday wishlist.
new urban male bag.
adidas respect.me. jacket.
laptop.
uZap.
cool organiser case from borders.
adidas respect.me. jacket.
laptop.
uZap.
cool organiser case from borders.
let this share the precious moments.
7:44 PM
mum is complaining.
complaining that,
when i'm working i'm not at home.
when i'm off,i'm also not home.
so what's the difference of me having off or not.
this upsets me.
how much do i want to stay at home too.
knowing that she's sick.
losing her voice for no reason.
having her legs still uncover
after almost six months.
why is she always acting a brave front in front of us.?
when we're her children.
whenever we asked her, is she ok?
she'll replied say,ya i'm ok.
LOOK!!it's moving perfectly alright!
well,behind or back,
pasting the medical plaster and stuffs.
what's with all these?!!
i know you meant well for us.
but i prefer it otherwise.
all i wish is a day to accompany you all day long at home.
helping you doing household chores without getting money.
packing the house.
and more.
but all these seems to be a far-away dream.
that i can't accomplish in the near future.
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
16 dec.
working full shit.
having dinner with joanna and poonvan
made me laugh like mad.
buying photo album, SHOUTING
"STOCK TAKE.
checking other outlets.
CUSTOMER SERVICE
everyone was perfectly well today.
though it was a tiring day,
but it's fun.AT LEAST.
((((:
here i am at cindy's house.
tonning with joling and cindy.
it's funny.
with some jokes around.
haaahahahahahahahah.
2:21 AM
13 dec
went out with joling and cindy.
bought 2 tops again.
went to marina hong kong cafe.
i still love the mee sua over others.
went off around evening.
saw this cute and funny guy.
he was sitting beside me.
he slept the moment we board till habourfront.
when we first board the bus,
two
and the guy was sleeping so soundly that
the conductor have to wake him up to check.
he wake up at habourfront.
and we talked.
ok,just some random and casual talk.!
ton at cindy house again.
slept from 3 hours only.):
14 dec.
wake up at 11 plus.
went over to sister workplace to eat.
eat peanut ice-kachang.
and prawn noodles.
yummy~~!!!
my christmas wishlist.you.(:
white christmas xD
sliver christmas.(;photo album from happy house.wedges from novo.
glitter eyeliner.
eye shadow plaette.
skills of makeup.
bigger wardrobe.
met-up with everyone.
more shows.
dancing lessons.
new job at vivo or habourfront.
more accessories.
more bucksbucks.more heels.
more tops.more bottoms.more haivanas.
more sun-tanning trips.
more high tea sessions.
more sleep-ins at darlings' place.
more slackings around.(:
6:47 AM
all these meant just for you.
i hoped you really understand.
it has all ended.ps:i miss you.
when you said that
you don't want it more than want it.
you says that,
i might be only alittledisappointed in
your answer.
but in fact i'm not only affected a little.
i'm affected tremendously.
sometimes i really don't know whether
is it because you really don't know,
don't understand.?
or is it that i didn't know how to express myself.
that you don't even catch any hint of it.
am i really that bad in expressing myself>?
probably it's really because my fault?!
sometimes i seriiously feel like throwing,
dumping,stepping till your handphone is flat on the floor.
what's with picking up my calls?
what's with seeing at your phone every hour.?
i just don't understand?!
is it really unfair to you,i asked.
no,not all.you replied.
but i just think that i'm really being too much.
too much to be a person like that.
too much for myself to even accept what a person i am.
howunreasonablei could get.
howhot-temperedi can get.
howpettifulam i.
but i'm really grateful that
those lonely nights hearing your voice seems like
seeing angels befalling.
being there to hear out the sorrows i've
about work.
thanks for the sweets messages.
i hope you really understand even i didn't mum at all.
4:00 PM
it's only almost a week.
but there is many stuffs happened.
just updating stuffs i remembered.
5 dec.
went out with cindy.
kinda of meet her late.
did some facial stuffs.
and my face is turning better but bit of dry.
went get my goong.
then walk around at town.
then went to bugiss.
soon jo came.
didn't buy anything.
headed to marina.
went to the hong kong cafe to eat.
and i know something that make me super SHOCKED.!
then went find ching er.
it was fun on the day.
we were crapping like siaox.
me and cindy crap lots.
then went home together.
6 dec.
know a new staffs.
juliana.
and had lunch and dinner together.and talk craps.
haahahah,
went cine after work tto eat at hong kong cafe.
with ching er.
all was like so high lorx.
7 dec
had morning shift.
knew another BITCH.
even rachel agreed.
so i'm not being unreasonable.
she is so biased.so tempremental.
finish work.
met yena.wanted to to eat sushi tei but was closed.
eat at hawker.
out of sudden we didn't feel like going home.
because of the bad mood we had.
but well,
bad mood + bad mood =super duper good mood.
hahahahaa.
we were crapping like siaox.
went to vivo for midnight show.
the holiday.
it's some romance and mushy stuffs.
asked jackson down for the show.
though it's only the second time we see each other,
we were crapping like siaox.
supper crappy la.
we 3 single went to watch the show together.
went so many couple lovey-dovey around.
and jackson was like ...
he watched the entire show.
but he don't understand.
haaahah.
then went river valley to eat.
jackson took me a ride on his bike.
i was screaming like siaox.
almost sprained my neck thrice.
thanks to his tremendous start-up.
after eating,we went to my house.
intend to have a talk.
end up seeing stars.
it's like awesome.
so many man!!!!
stayed from 4 plus till 6 plus.(:
went home slept.
8 dec.
wake up at 12 went to cousin house.
saw niece.
super cute la.
went home.
soon went taka crystal jade for dinner.
nothing was nice though.
then jo called me for mid-night sale.
didn't bring ez-link card and money.
so borrowed and went meet her.
bought a bag,2 shirt.
headed to hong kong cafe to eat.
wanted to ton at there.
but cindy didn't want come so we went over her place.
creating havoc at her house.
having lots of girls talks.
and soon joseph was our only entertainment.
then talk till around 5 plus.
we all off on bed.
9 till 12 dec
slogging and working like pig.
9 dec
he picked me up for work.
stayed around till 2 plus.
then went home.
slept for like 6 hours.
and went to work.
12 dec.
cindy,jo and felicia visited me.(:
me and rachel decided to quit.
the job there is ok.
just that certain people there suck like shit.
so why bother?!!
i mind tongue wags.13 dec.
i know it definitely will.
i mind how tongues wags.
i'm just afraid people might say.
saying that,
howw useless i am.
i depend all on what i have
):
going out soon.with joling and cindy.
(:
2:15 PM
2 dec
first day of work.
lots to learn
but staff there were good.
my mentor might be fierce at times but
at times she allow me to know that it's ok.
3 dec.
work was shitty.
that 2 bitches made me cried several times.
working with them was a total torture.
and of course misery.
4 dec
worked full shift.
luckily that 2 bitches isn't working.
basic staff today was awesome.
poonvan,rachel,imin,fizah.
but it's super tiring man.
went home.
home sweet home.(;
5 decgirls,thanks for the encouragement.
thanks for being there for me to listen to my sorrows.
i really appreciate lots.
going out and play with cindy soon.
and of course eat.
hahaahah.
(;
4:00 AM
27 november'06
i had a real enjoyable day.
though something happen in the early evening.
but i glad it was alright soon.
soorry girls, for the pissed off me.
all the 5c2 girls sat together.
though we ain't close in the beginning of the year.
but i know the night every single one had all forgotten the grudges made.
i'm glad that all of us enjoyed.
playing and laughing as the whole group the entire night.
i still glad that it wasn't too late.(:
pictures on graduation ceremony.
best wishes to all.
felicia and mee.
5 years of friendship doesn't worth nothing.
serene and i.
things ain't the same anymore.but i still treasure them.
love you bits and pieces.
you're a great teacher.
thanks for everything, my friend.
you all never fail to brighten the class's atmosphere.
hey,handsome chap.
thanks for the companions.(;
my dear girl,no matter what i'll always be there for you.X:
it's fun having you guys as my friends.
my friends.
mee and vicente.
my brother,jing zhe.
this is how they pamper me.!!
thanks for the help of studies.
me and fong eng.
some gays they're.haahaha.
my new friend, teck ee.
hiyee,my friend.
miss chen and i.
mr murali and i.
memories in all secondary school
TO BE CONTINUED...
7:21 PM
